WAYTA GOOOO AVRIL...!

CONGRATULATIONZ AVRIL....!!!

OMG....she finally tied da knot......m soooooooooooooooo happy... ha-haaa...

i hope Avril & Deryck live happily evr aftaaaaa.....

jst lyk moi &... *ahem ahem*.....

<3 i'm WiTh U

I'm with You

I'm standing on the bridge,
i'm waiting in the dark.
i thought that u'd be here, by now.
there's nothing but the rain,
no footsteps on the ground,
i'm listening but there's no sound

~isn't any1 tryin 2 find me??
won't somebdy come take me home??

** it's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
Won't u, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
i dunno who u are but i'm....
i'm with u......2x

i'm looking for a place,
i'm searching for a face.
is anybdy here i know?
cuz nothin's goin right..
and evrything's a mess..
And no1 likes to be alone..

back to ~ & **

^^Why is evrythg so confusing??
maybe i'm jst out of my mind....

some1 has helpd me alot these past few weeks...( shedding out my immaturity ) life is not so simple & we need ppl to guide us... thanx thanx thanxxxx, u were there to guide me... glad i met u.....

And....

And, skool bellz ring
wich means our books we hafta bring..
And, its so Hot & HUMID
a gallon of water ain't fulfillin..
And, im outta wrdzzzz......

Skool startd almst a week ago, HA! & i jst realizd d@ wrking from day 1 is easy....hehehehe....keEpiN mY sPiRiTz HiGh..LoOkiN aLL fLy..phew!

i'm a confusd soul...so i'm not makin much sense nw.....

NIGHTMARE to start soon

G'bye summer........heloooooo monsoon....*gosh, its so freakin humid these dayz* we can't evn predict da weathr......And another thing, SKOOL! bring back the smell of books, the killer shots by teachrz & "wat did u do ths summer" questionzzz...*blrrrrggghh* As a last minute person, i jst finishd my 2mnth homewrk (wich wazn't much really) yes, bt i'm a lazy bum...specially wen ts SOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot..gaaaah, u cnt think wen ur all sweaty & sticky evn though 3 baths a day won't do u any good either.

Back to School....back to skool....don't fool urslf, or drink & drool....LOL...!!! no sense....

~~WARNING: Skool gearz starting to rotate in the noggin9....squeeeeeeeeeaak...~~

A Crown on top of the healthy ( vision of the sick )

YuPp.....wen u r sick, u tend to look @ the ppl who are healthy to be wearing a Crown on their heads...bcz they're just fine. i've been running a fever for the past 3 or 4 days or smthg...& it's BAD. My nose is blocked so i can't breathe...u wanna nap all day cz u get these awful headaches *like the one i'm having ryt now*
U must be thinkin..."Then why r u online & not in bed???" i got bored, duh! So ryt now i'm searchin9 4 entertainment... My fever waz like 39.5C then which dropped to 38.5C wih i think will kinda stay that way for the moment....Talk about bad weather!! it waz drizzling yesterday for a bit, the next thing u kno, it's waz real bright & sunny!!!!! My throat- HURTS alotttttt....it hurts wen u swallow & i can't breathe thro my dose ( people who got a blockd dose can't say "nose")....

Gues that's all, cz i'm not making any more sense.....even though i'm sick, my parents & my brother complain that i'm too noisy to be sick....( i'll talk & joke a whole lot, that's wat the fever's done to my brain!)

FIFA 2006 Germany

Well, least to say i'm not the biggest football fan or at all, but the thrill of watching & seeing the team u'r supposting shoot a goal..??? that's TOTALY WOW!! it's breathtaking watching the ball being passd across the grass at such speed....*turning red* wuts mor hot r da HOT playazzz..... HOT *sssttt....sizzle sizzle* Of course i supportd Korea....it's still an Asian country...sad to say Indonesia didn't qualify *sniff sniff* Guess i'll stop blabberrin9 & go on 2 watch France VS. Switzerland. GO FRANCEEE....!!!

Me BLOOD...me COUNTRY

INDONESIA RAYA

*Indonesia, tanah airku, tanah tumpah darahku.Di sanalah aku berdiri, jadi pandu ibuku.Indonesia, kebangsaanku, bangsa dan tanah airku.Marilah kita berseru, "Indonesia bersatu!"Hiduplah tanahku, hiduplah neg'riku,Bangsaku, rakyatku, semuanya.Bangunlah jiwanya, bangunlah badannyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

CHORUS:

Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaTanahku, neg'riku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaHiduplah Indonesia Raya.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaTanahku, neg'riku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaHiduplah Indonesia Raya.

**Indonesia tanah yang mulia, tanah kita yang kaya.Disanalah aku berada untuk s'lama-lamanya.Indonesia tanah pusaka, P'saka kita semuanya.Marilah kita mendoa, "Indonesia bahagia!"Suburlah tanahnya, suburlah jiwanya,Bangsanya, rakyatnya, semuanya.Sadarlah hatinya, Sadarlah budinyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

CHORUS

***Indonesia, tanah yang suci, tanah kita yang sakti.Di sanalah aku berdiri, Jaga ibu sejati.Indonesia, tanah berseri, tanah yang aku sayangi.Marilah kita berjanji, "Indonesia abadi!"S'lamatlah Rakyatnya, S'lamatlah putranya,Pulaunya, lautnya, semuanya.Majulah negrinya, majulah pandunyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

hihihi... i'm trying to learn it by heart too.....i WILL & i CAN!!

The Aftermath

Soon after the Jogja earthquake at the end of may, the aftermath is still rocking Jogja. My frendz have informed me that 2 dayz ago, there waz another earthquake (not as powerful as the first one that hit) I STILL can't get the images out of my head...wen i used to go shopping there or meet some frendz, da kind of ppl there, frendz' realtives....*sigh*

From the information i got is that, it's raining ash in the boarding skool i used to be in. Pretty hazardous for the lungs..!! They said lyk, early in the morning the skool groundz waz coverd with a thin coat of "fog" wich happend to be the residue of the hot gas from the volcano.

I remember the days wen we had are regular early morning walks/jogs and we used to see the Merapi volcano in the distance. (My skool waz located at the foot of the Merapi! ) And it waz Oh-So beautiful in the morning..My frendz & me wud stop & look at the mountain wich soon, we wud be told 2 keep movin by our watchful seniorz... How i miss those fresh minty morningz. We wud always pass that mountain from a distance..ALWAYS. Wen we take permission to go 2 Muntilan for watevr our purposes (xcept meeting guys! lol...!! wich is SO forbidden. ) Traumatised ppl who no longer wanna live in concrete houses. Part of Jogja's history is in rubble, my boyfrend's house (from wat i heard) is also a cmplete MESS! i think his house did get hit..considering wher his house waz located from the epicentre point of view...

hmmm.....speechless.. "INDONESIA JAYA! INDONESIA RAYA!"

Peace out..!