A Crown on top of the healthy ( vision of the sick )

YuPp.....wen u r sick, u tend to look @ the ppl who are healthy to be wearing a Crown on their heads...bcz they're just fine. i've been running a fever for the past 3 or 4 days or smthg...& it's BAD. My nose is blocked so i can't breathe...u wanna nap all day cz u get these awful headaches *like the one i'm having ryt now*
U must be thinkin..."Then why r u online & not in bed???" i got bored, duh! So ryt now i'm searchin9 4 entertainment... My fever waz like 39.5C then which dropped to 38.5C wih i think will kinda stay that way for the moment....Talk about bad weather!! it waz drizzling yesterday for a bit, the next thing u kno, it's waz real bright & sunny!!!!! My throat- HURTS alotttttt....it hurts wen u swallow & i can't breathe thro my dose ( people who got a blockd dose can't say "nose")....

Gues that's all, cz i'm not making any more sense.....even though i'm sick, my parents & my brother complain that i'm too noisy to be sick....( i'll talk & joke a whole lot, that's wat the fever's done to my brain!)

FIFA 2006 Germany

Well, least to say i'm not the biggest football fan or at all, but the thrill of watching & seeing the team u'r supposting shoot a goal..??? that's TOTALY WOW!! it's breathtaking watching the ball being passd across the grass at such speed....*turning red* wuts mor hot r da HOT playazzz..... HOT *sssttt....sizzle sizzle* Of course i supportd Korea....it's still an Asian country...sad to say Indonesia didn't qualify *sniff sniff* Guess i'll stop blabberrin9 & go on 2 watch France VS. Switzerland. GO FRANCEEE....!!!

Me BLOOD...me COUNTRY

INDONESIA RAYA

*Indonesia, tanah airku, tanah tumpah darahku.Di sanalah aku berdiri, jadi pandu ibuku.Indonesia, kebangsaanku, bangsa dan tanah airku.Marilah kita berseru, "Indonesia bersatu!"Hiduplah tanahku, hiduplah neg'riku,Bangsaku, rakyatku, semuanya.Bangunlah jiwanya, bangunlah badannyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

CHORUS:

Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaTanahku, neg'riku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaHiduplah Indonesia Raya.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaTanahku, neg'riku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaHiduplah Indonesia Raya.

**Indonesia tanah yang mulia, tanah kita yang kaya.Disanalah aku berada untuk s'lama-lamanya.Indonesia tanah pusaka, P'saka kita semuanya.Marilah kita mendoa, "Indonesia bahagia!"Suburlah tanahnya, suburlah jiwanya,Bangsanya, rakyatnya, semuanya.Sadarlah hatinya, Sadarlah budinyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

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***Indonesia, tanah yang suci, tanah kita yang sakti.Di sanalah aku berdiri, Jaga ibu sejati.Indonesia, tanah berseri, tanah yang aku sayangi.Marilah kita berjanji, "Indonesia abadi!"S'lamatlah Rakyatnya, S'lamatlah putranya,Pulaunya, lautnya, semuanya.Majulah negrinya, majulah pandunyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

hihihi... i'm trying to learn it by heart too.....i WILL & i CAN!!

The Aftermath

Soon after the Jogja earthquake at the end of may, the aftermath is still rocking Jogja. My frendz have informed me that 2 dayz ago, there waz another earthquake (not as powerful as the first one that hit) I STILL can't get the images out of my head...wen i used to go shopping there or meet some frendz, da kind of ppl there, frendz' realtives....*sigh*

From the information i got is that, it's raining ash in the boarding skool i used to be in. Pretty hazardous for the lungs..!! They said lyk, early in the morning the skool groundz waz coverd with a thin coat of "fog" wich happend to be the residue of the hot gas from the volcano.

I remember the days wen we had are regular early morning walks/jogs and we used to see the Merapi volcano in the distance. (My skool waz located at the foot of the Merapi! ) And it waz Oh-So beautiful in the morning..My frendz & me wud stop & look at the mountain wich soon, we wud be told 2 keep movin by our watchful seniorz... How i miss those fresh minty morningz. We wud always pass that mountain from a distance..ALWAYS. Wen we take permission to go 2 Muntilan for watevr our purposes (xcept meeting guys! lol...!! wich is SO forbidden. ) Traumatised ppl who no longer wanna live in concrete houses. Part of Jogja's history is in rubble, my boyfrend's house (from wat i heard) is also a cmplete MESS! i think his house did get hit..considering wher his house waz located from the epicentre point of view...

hmmm.....speechless.. "INDONESIA JAYA! INDONESIA RAYA!"

Peace out..!

My FaV3 qUoTeS!

i ReALy stand by these linezz...i ADORE Eminem...!!! he is THE man..!! tru 2 himself.....i cud just listen to him 2 death..!!!

"Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment

Would you capture it or just let it slip?

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you BETTER NEVER LET IT GO
YOU ONLY GET ONE SHOT, do NOT miss your CHANCE to blow THIS OPPURTUNITY

COMESONCE IN A LIFETIME yo..."

taken from Lose Urself...

always grab ur shot...like don't wait for it 2 pass by...or evn fly by! u GRAB IT....if it screws up...skru d@.. take anothr shot at somethin else wen u get an oppurtunity....

Bad Day...

Man oh man.....
loox lyk im goin9 thru da dim dayz of my lyf wen u feel all.....*aaaccckkk...!* & lyk, it's a series od bad luck...i don't bliv mch in superstition tho...hmmm...wut m i ramblin9 abt nw?? i jst had a bad day....wen my intrnet connection wud jst stop...or smthg or the other....hmmppphhh....

dnt wanna bore othr ppl 2 death...hehehehe....


PEACE OUT..!

OOPS..i did it again...!!

O-M-G....!!!! i did it YET again..!! anothr day in Ayu's life where it's OOPS..MY BAD...!!! ths time i got it baaaaad...!!! ~ i broke the handle of my car ~ DING! DING! DING...!!! i got SHOT looks from my parentzzz....wich waz followd by "How did that happen??" "What did u do??" "How did u hold da handle...??" bla bla bla... in da delhi heat...i couldnt think..!! i could just sit there & feel my stomach start to churn like a blenderrr...

its HORRIBLE...i dnno...i can't seem to pull myself out of all the yucky feelings inside of me....YUUUUGGGHHH....SPECIALLY wen i mess up alot these daysss....i SO WISH that i waz swallowed up by the earth..then & there...!!! And spat me back out wen its OK...

how cruel da world can be...

OK, we didnt cook 2day so we ordered home delivery. i gues i ordered around 8.30 or smthg to a kabab kinda place thgy..we had to call da guy about, FOUR TIMEZZ!!! i made da first few calls asking how our order is going...Finally, my mom had ittt..she called up da guy & told him we'r cutting..he TRYD convincing us it waz coming in a bit...bt noooo....we'r HUNGRY DUDE!! AT LASSSSST...jst FIVE mins after a one & a half hour wait...our guy rang da bell....................................my mom reminded dad d@ we cancelld..wich meant da guy had to go back with da biryanis & tandoori we ordered............
THATS wen it hit meee...OMG....i had 2 imagine him walk 4 floors down wit our take away..walk all the way to his bike wich waz liek 15mtrs away......i wantd 2 cry...cz he put his energy into looking for our address....
Suddenly..random thoughts flew across my head "wat if da guy gets it from his boss for not makin it on time??" "wat if he gets fired???" "wat will happen if he was da only earning family??" "whos gonna feed his kids or take care of his parents??" All da WAT IFs....
Jst then...i HAD to thank God for not making me worry too much...i mean..as mch as da delivery guy...
uuurrrrggghhh....!!! it smtymz sux ALOT cuz its so hard for me to shed drops of water down my cheek!!! it'll jst stay PUT in my eye...then will dry up quick....so most times i have to FORCE myself to cry...!!! if it really hurts alot inside...if its jst too much for me.....
Wich remindz me, wen i saw da delivery guy walk down da street from my balcony i just hoped, he wouldnt get into trouble cuz it waznt his fault...but it did ache *alot* to see him walk without da money in his handzzz...only da food......

hiks..hikss..

Yessss...well..i DO luv da rain...wen i woke up, it waz cloudy. It DID rain in da afternoon though...
and yesss..i feel kinda blue..*maybe the rain got to me...* about 3 or 4 of my frendz r leaving..2 be precise, crossing the ocean...leaving....gone.....POOF! some are coming in a few mnths...n some....next year!!!! boohooohooohooo....!!!!! yeah, we did say ur g'byes etc etc....
wutevaaaaa....i'll eb eating dinner in a bit...thennnn...i'll doze offff.....
bt i wont b swimmin 2moro....!!!!

Not 2day

i couldn't swim today,
maybe some other day.
maybe i will feel better,by reading away..
boredom will be my companion,it's right here to stay.
this summer's too hot,unmerciful heat in may.
Oh gosh,
i wish i could drive all this heat away!
it's even too hot to play.
All i need is gallons of water,under a shade, a cool breeze and just lay..!!

*hahahahaha...this post turnd out 2 b sort of a poem..lol!!!! *