WAYTA GOOOO AVRIL...!

CONGRATULATIONZ AVRIL....!!!

OMG....she finally tied da knot......m soooooooooooooooo happy... ha-haaa...

i hope Avril & Deryck live happily evr aftaaaaa.....

jst lyk moi &... *ahem ahem*.....

<3 i'm WiTh U

I'm with You

I'm standing on the bridge,
i'm waiting in the dark.
i thought that u'd be here, by now.
there's nothing but the rain,
no footsteps on the ground,
i'm listening but there's no sound

~isn't any1 tryin 2 find me??
won't somebdy come take me home??

** it's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
Won't u, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
i dunno who u are but i'm....
i'm with u......2x

i'm looking for a place,
i'm searching for a face.
is anybdy here i know?
cuz nothin's goin right..
and evrything's a mess..
And no1 likes to be alone..

back to ~ & **

^^Why is evrythg so confusing??
maybe i'm jst out of my mind....

some1 has helpd me alot these past few weeks...( shedding out my immaturity ) life is not so simple & we need ppl to guide us... thanx thanx thanxxxx, u were there to guide me... glad i met u.....

And....

And, skool bellz ring
wich means our books we hafta bring..
And, its so Hot & HUMID
a gallon of water ain't fulfillin..
And, im outta wrdzzzz......

Skool startd almst a week ago, HA! & i jst realizd d@ wrking from day 1 is easy....hehehehe....keEpiN mY sPiRiTz HiGh..LoOkiN aLL fLy..phew!

i'm a confusd soul...so i'm not makin much sense nw.....

NIGHTMARE to start soon

G'bye summer........heloooooo monsoon....*gosh, its so freakin humid these dayz* we can't evn predict da weathr......And another thing, SKOOL! bring back the smell of books, the killer shots by teachrz & "wat did u do ths summer" questionzzz...*blrrrrggghh* As a last minute person, i jst finishd my 2mnth homewrk (wich wazn't much really) yes, bt i'm a lazy bum...specially wen ts SOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot..gaaaah, u cnt think wen ur all sweaty & sticky evn though 3 baths a day won't do u any good either.

Back to School....back to skool....don't fool urslf, or drink & drool....LOL...!!! no sense....

~~WARNING: Skool gearz starting to rotate in the noggin9....squeeeeeeeeeaak...~~

A Crown on top of the healthy ( vision of the sick )

YuPp.....wen u r sick, u tend to look @ the ppl who are healthy to be wearing a Crown on their heads...bcz they're just fine. i've been running a fever for the past 3 or 4 days or smthg...& it's BAD. My nose is blocked so i can't breathe...u wanna nap all day cz u get these awful headaches *like the one i'm having ryt now*
U must be thinkin..."Then why r u online & not in bed???" i got bored, duh! So ryt now i'm searchin9 4 entertainment... My fever waz like 39.5C then which dropped to 38.5C wih i think will kinda stay that way for the moment....Talk about bad weather!! it waz drizzling yesterday for a bit, the next thing u kno, it's waz real bright & sunny!!!!! My throat- HURTS alotttttt....it hurts wen u swallow & i can't breathe thro my dose ( people who got a blockd dose can't say "nose")....

Gues that's all, cz i'm not making any more sense.....even though i'm sick, my parents & my brother complain that i'm too noisy to be sick....( i'll talk & joke a whole lot, that's wat the fever's done to my brain!)

FIFA 2006 Germany

Well, least to say i'm not the biggest football fan or at all, but the thrill of watching & seeing the team u'r supposting shoot a goal..??? that's TOTALY WOW!! it's breathtaking watching the ball being passd across the grass at such speed....*turning red* wuts mor hot r da HOT playazzz..... HOT *sssttt....sizzle sizzle* Of course i supportd Korea....it's still an Asian country...sad to say Indonesia didn't qualify *sniff sniff* Guess i'll stop blabberrin9 & go on 2 watch France VS. Switzerland. GO FRANCEEE....!!!

Me BLOOD...me COUNTRY

INDONESIA RAYA

*Indonesia, tanah airku, tanah tumpah darahku.Di sanalah aku berdiri, jadi pandu ibuku.Indonesia, kebangsaanku, bangsa dan tanah airku.Marilah kita berseru, "Indonesia bersatu!"Hiduplah tanahku, hiduplah neg'riku,Bangsaku, rakyatku, semuanya.Bangunlah jiwanya, bangunlah badannyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

CHORUS:

Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaTanahku, neg'riku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaHiduplah Indonesia Raya.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaTanahku, neg'riku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya, merdeka, merdekaHiduplah Indonesia Raya.

**Indonesia tanah yang mulia, tanah kita yang kaya.Disanalah aku berada untuk s'lama-lamanya.Indonesia tanah pusaka, P'saka kita semuanya.Marilah kita mendoa, "Indonesia bahagia!"Suburlah tanahnya, suburlah jiwanya,Bangsanya, rakyatnya, semuanya.Sadarlah hatinya, Sadarlah budinyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

CHORUS

***Indonesia, tanah yang suci, tanah kita yang sakti.Di sanalah aku berdiri, Jaga ibu sejati.Indonesia, tanah berseri, tanah yang aku sayangi.Marilah kita berjanji, "Indonesia abadi!"S'lamatlah Rakyatnya, S'lamatlah putranya,Pulaunya, lautnya, semuanya.Majulah negrinya, majulah pandunyaUntuk Indonesia Raya.

hihihi... i'm trying to learn it by heart too.....i WILL & i CAN!!

The Aftermath

Soon after the Jogja earthquake at the end of may, the aftermath is still rocking Jogja. My frendz have informed me that 2 dayz ago, there waz another earthquake (not as powerful as the first one that hit) I STILL can't get the images out of my head...wen i used to go shopping there or meet some frendz, da kind of ppl there, frendz' realtives....*sigh*

From the information i got is that, it's raining ash in the boarding skool i used to be in. Pretty hazardous for the lungs..!! They said lyk, early in the morning the skool groundz waz coverd with a thin coat of "fog" wich happend to be the residue of the hot gas from the volcano.

I remember the days wen we had are regular early morning walks/jogs and we used to see the Merapi volcano in the distance. (My skool waz located at the foot of the Merapi! ) And it waz Oh-So beautiful in the morning..My frendz & me wud stop & look at the mountain wich soon, we wud be told 2 keep movin by our watchful seniorz... How i miss those fresh minty morningz. We wud always pass that mountain from a distance..ALWAYS. Wen we take permission to go 2 Muntilan for watevr our purposes (xcept meeting guys! lol...!! wich is SO forbidden. ) Traumatised ppl who no longer wanna live in concrete houses. Part of Jogja's history is in rubble, my boyfrend's house (from wat i heard) is also a cmplete MESS! i think his house did get hit..considering wher his house waz located from the epicentre point of view...

hmmm.....speechless.. "INDONESIA JAYA! INDONESIA RAYA!"

Peace out..!

My FaV3 qUoTeS!

i ReALy stand by these linezz...i ADORE Eminem...!!! he is THE man..!! tru 2 himself.....i cud just listen to him 2 death..!!!

"Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment

Would you capture it or just let it slip?

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you BETTER NEVER LET IT GO
YOU ONLY GET ONE SHOT, do NOT miss your CHANCE to blow THIS OPPURTUNITY

COMESONCE IN A LIFETIME yo..."

taken from Lose Urself...

always grab ur shot...like don't wait for it 2 pass by...or evn fly by! u GRAB IT....if it screws up...skru d@.. take anothr shot at somethin else wen u get an oppurtunity....

Bad Day...

Man oh man.....
loox lyk im goin9 thru da dim dayz of my lyf wen u feel all.....*aaaccckkk...!* & lyk, it's a series od bad luck...i don't bliv mch in superstition tho...hmmm...wut m i ramblin9 abt nw?? i jst had a bad day....wen my intrnet connection wud jst stop...or smthg or the other....hmmppphhh....

dnt wanna bore othr ppl 2 death...hehehehe....


PEACE OUT..!

OOPS..i did it again...!!

O-M-G....!!!! i did it YET again..!! anothr day in Ayu's life where it's OOPS..MY BAD...!!! ths time i got it baaaaad...!!! ~ i broke the handle of my car ~ DING! DING! DING...!!! i got SHOT looks from my parentzzz....wich waz followd by "How did that happen??" "What did u do??" "How did u hold da handle...??" bla bla bla... in da delhi heat...i couldnt think..!! i could just sit there & feel my stomach start to churn like a blenderrr...

its HORRIBLE...i dnno...i can't seem to pull myself out of all the yucky feelings inside of me....YUUUUGGGHHH....SPECIALLY wen i mess up alot these daysss....i SO WISH that i waz swallowed up by the earth..then & there...!!! And spat me back out wen its OK...

how cruel da world can be...

OK, we didnt cook 2day so we ordered home delivery. i gues i ordered around 8.30 or smthg to a kabab kinda place thgy..we had to call da guy about, FOUR TIMEZZ!!! i made da first few calls asking how our order is going...Finally, my mom had ittt..she called up da guy & told him we'r cutting..he TRYD convincing us it waz coming in a bit...bt noooo....we'r HUNGRY DUDE!! AT LASSSSST...jst FIVE mins after a one & a half hour wait...our guy rang da bell....................................my mom reminded dad d@ we cancelld..wich meant da guy had to go back with da biryanis & tandoori we ordered............
THATS wen it hit meee...OMG....i had 2 imagine him walk 4 floors down wit our take away..walk all the way to his bike wich waz liek 15mtrs away......i wantd 2 cry...cz he put his energy into looking for our address....
Suddenly..random thoughts flew across my head "wat if da guy gets it from his boss for not makin it on time??" "wat if he gets fired???" "wat will happen if he was da only earning family??" "whos gonna feed his kids or take care of his parents??" All da WAT IFs....
Jst then...i HAD to thank God for not making me worry too much...i mean..as mch as da delivery guy...
uuurrrrggghhh....!!! it smtymz sux ALOT cuz its so hard for me to shed drops of water down my cheek!!! it'll jst stay PUT in my eye...then will dry up quick....so most times i have to FORCE myself to cry...!!! if it really hurts alot inside...if its jst too much for me.....
Wich remindz me, wen i saw da delivery guy walk down da street from my balcony i just hoped, he wouldnt get into trouble cuz it waznt his fault...but it did ache *alot* to see him walk without da money in his handzzz...only da food......

hiks..hikss..

Yessss...well..i DO luv da rain...wen i woke up, it waz cloudy. It DID rain in da afternoon though...
and yesss..i feel kinda blue..*maybe the rain got to me...* about 3 or 4 of my frendz r leaving..2 be precise, crossing the ocean...leaving....gone.....POOF! some are coming in a few mnths...n some....next year!!!! boohooohooohooo....!!!!! yeah, we did say ur g'byes etc etc....
wutevaaaaa....i'll eb eating dinner in a bit...thennnn...i'll doze offff.....
bt i wont b swimmin 2moro....!!!!

Not 2day

i couldn't swim today,
maybe some other day.
maybe i will feel better,by reading away..
boredom will be my companion,it's right here to stay.
this summer's too hot,unmerciful heat in may.
Oh gosh,
i wish i could drive all this heat away!
it's even too hot to play.
All i need is gallons of water,under a shade, a cool breeze and just lay..!!

*hahahahaha...this post turnd out 2 b sort of a poem..lol!!!! *

Wut i DONT...NEVER..LyK: CRAP

OMG....i dnt feel sooo good these days. 2day, Suddenly some other coach told me to swim some more!! i mean lyk, i waz exhaustd!!! But i waz happy cuz @ last, i got SOME kinda exercise...i've been doin' some thinking *sigh* wut i DONT lyk..gossshhh, how i hate people who COPY other ppl... :( don't ppl realize that by copying u are lying to urself....we'r alrdy losing who we truly are on the way. God, i don't undrstand why ppl do stuff to win other pp overl.. All this is giving me a headache...!!!! urrrggghhh....!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not only da ppl who copy others but who do stuff EXACTLY how da other person does it and @ da end of it says it waz them behind da whole mastermind...Holy CRAPPPP...!!!

bLeEeH..

WOW....@ LASSSST..i get to take my dip in da pool aftr not goin 2 da pool 4 almst a week...
4 some reason, wasn't tired..! Obviously i enjoyd da water yet again....*turning red* i just realisd they just cleand it out so it wz sooo clear...
i imagine wut its lyk in a real crystal clear ocean...(without a storm hitting it!!) on a beach... *sigh* Hope my day dreaming comes truuuu....

Hope iN sUmMeR

i'm happyyyy...came back yestrday, evnin to be precise from a hill station which i thought wz really cool!! it wz cold n evrythg....not like da scorching heat in dlhi..!!! uurrrgghhh....
There wer i think, 5 familyz in this trip...sorta Nostalgia thingy cz we went to the same place & hotel after 7 yearz!! We strtd drivin @ around 3pm on friday! then reachd by 1am or so....gossshhh...were we exhaustd..!! i taggd along my frend'z car Dee..it wz Not such a fun ride cz we had to somehow lost our way up in roads that could hold the title of being a rollercoaster..!!!
hehehe...thnkfully the "girls room" was real suh-weet suite! *da grls room consistd of Dee, her yungr sis Dina, Uti & me*. yeeeaaah...early da next morning it raind So heavily..!! it wz soooo pleasanttt...(Gosh i Luv the rain...toldja i luv waterrrr...!! )we went for boating & evrythg...bt then we shiftd hotels the next morning..it wz Ok..da grls still got a big room...hehehehe....bt by then evrybdy knu about the earthquake that hit..........................................
Da next morning we woke up...it raind heavily yet AGAIN..!!! OMG...i went bak 2 sleep evn tho we jst had 2 have an early trip home so we dont get caught in traffic..
On our winding way down the hills...it raind..it RAIND!!! *man, waz i lucky in ths trip!!!* And it waz cmin down lyk...well...it wz hard...evrythg waz beautifully coverd in fog...yuppp....we're talkin cautious drivin here..! Now, all i can say is....bringin back memories don't make the present so bad, in fact we become better from what we were......And memories, we will cherish them 4evaaa....

D3vAsTated

i'm just speechless...just a year and a half after Indonesia's been struck by a tsunami..jst da day before yestrday God testd Indonesia yet again. It was Jogjakarta and areas nearby tourist packed city was rocked by a 6.2 magnitude earthquake in the early hours of morning...
i heard da news in the morning wen i was about to have breakfast..it felt so Surreal cuz i was there about 3months ago, strolling on the streets, shopping..lookin' around after i came out of school...Jogja's near the boarding skool i used to go to..it's a really lively place..da street musicians & evrythg..bt now..evrything is in ruins..........

My relatives live in Magelang and my frendz in Pabelan (near Muntilan) also felt the strong tremors, but thank God they're all OK, Hopefully most of them, gosh i dnno wut to think.. !Houses levelled with the earth, skoolz wit deep & large cracks, da roads can't evn be used..people are terrified of after shocks and resort to the outdoors..without electricity. OMG, all ths happnd...
Well, if our hearts are Indonesian..i'm sure i'll keep sending my prayers & my other fellow Indonesians..

No matter what, At the end of the day, we all sing the same song "Indonesia Raya!!!"

WATER!!!

i Y Water....H2O ...!! imagine a day without it...?? How are we gonna quench our thirst or get clean or cook..or get the car washed?? That's why i take hours in the shower...i looove swimming...i drink tonzzz of water or mixd wit syrup or something..or throw water balloonz!!! *only wen its Holi, a Hindu festival* Well, i'm not a hindu, but wutevr, its an off day from skool & the Only day u can play da whole day with water without anybody naggin' at ya..about how u'll fall sick, how people are gonna get wet bla bla bla...it just happenz jst Once in a year, Nobody will stop u...cz da Whole friggin' city is playin' wit water!! well.....xcept few orthodox people who find it inappropriate to celebrate another religions festival..! OK, i know...but like..ur not celebrating or anything...we're just..havin' fun..it's not like evryday u get an off day & practically ur whole town is smeared in colour & drenchd in water..!!

OOHK, so i Do luv water..but it doesnt' mean i waste it..i jst don't it's lyk...wen a tap is running...ur So wasting somebody's life who totally needz that water...
So, jst be aware cz maybe we don't have enuf left 2moro...
enough said...

On MUZIQUE..

Me?? i LIVE BREATHE EAT SLEEP music...u dance to music not silence, we sing lullabies to babiez, we sing at weddingz etc. etc. u JST can't ignore it...it's EVRYWHER..i DON'T believe people who say "oh! i hate music" yeah RYT! AS IF! that is BULL... that person's life must be in misery... *tsk tsk* SAD but i don't understand why they deny something wich is so... *puzzled* i dunno, doesn't fit logic..

i guess i got a Thing for music since its alrdy flows through family blood AND dance..lol!! Da whole world is made up by music...heck, u can even earn a livin' outta muzic..

i think i'll seriously Die mentally or spiritually!!! i need to dance to lose weight..but i ain't that good ;P but who cares?? Right?? :D Musique is lyk so fr3akin powerfullll man...!! it bringz people togetha...it creates this unexplainable bond you have with other people who u hardly even know! That's wut makes me wonder..which meant, God actually created that too right?? Some Greek Gods used the Harps, Hindu Gods use Sitarz etc etc...
But at the end of the day..Music can do ANYTHING to u...empower you, bring you down, take your anger out, make you sad, make you feel special again...take you back to moments that u cherished: maybe ur firsts..ur first inspration to get a guitar, piano or violin..or any other instrument..ur first date, ur first kiss, the 1st video game you played...aaah *satisfyd* jst loadzzzzz of stuff...

Yuuuh, jst wasted few mins of ur time to read ths well known Fact wich people sometimes tend to forget or even ignore.. :D

THIS...

1st thingz first: i dunno how to thank u guys enuf..
OK, here goes-

i totally simply looooove & care all of mah frendz..ALL, big, small, fat, skinny, fair, dark, tall short etc. etc. etc. U see, i got childhood frendz, skool frendz...hahahaha...even cyber frendz!! (who ultimately end up being real life frendz :D ) Gosh...!! *am blushing* my mom is my Ever Best frend..!! not to mention mah bro..who will get on mah nerves but i will always find it in mah heart to 4give him & stuff next come mah childhood frendz, Dee, Dodz, Dina, Uti also known as DITA, Mitha wherever this girl iz also once me bff, Ganis ngilang kmn Nis??, Mba' Tika..mah reeeeeally good skool frendz Ridhima who wz once mah bff, Boo luv ya grl & Ana, Maniiiii thnx for helpin me out evry time, Sam the patient listener who will tolerate mah crap ;D , Vipin, Ashish & Santy mah Wacky seniorz, the Craziest trio in skool, now skool is such a DRAG without u guyz!! Nelly, Tara Freaky Wacko *u know that right?? * Rajarshi who i met in cyber space..!!! lol!! funny guy!, which then led me to meet his frnd Anshul...hahahahaha....

niway, for the ppl i haven't mentiond, hey man, i'm only human can't remember the kazillion ppl that have come & gone in mah life..!! Well, this is to say Thank You Guyz for bein' there 4 meh.. my life would've been different without knowin' u guyzz...

Guess enuf of me Thnkyuz & bla bla bla....peace out!!

STUCK

hmm....im gettin pretty Bored cz i had 2 miss todayz swimmin class...kinda sad...
Last nyt showerz wz a relief tho..!! thnk GOD! woke up 2 a fressssshhh morning which wz rather pleasant than the usual warm morningzzz...

Kinda Messy...

OMG...!!! my blogskin is soooo messd up...gosh, ths is sooo pissin offf...
niway, i had swimmin class in da evnin 2day..so lyk, it wz gettin kinda dark n stuff..so evn weirder ppl startd to show up @ da pool...eeeewww....u SOOO gotta b careful wen stuff lyk ths happenz, cz ths is wen ppl (specially da 1z wit testosterone) u kno...strt actin weird..!! bleeerrgghh...i had to swim away wen sm weirdo tryd grabbin meee....
it wz pretty good tho, swimmin for an hr & a half... maybe tomorrow mornin wud b bettr..
lookin 4ward to a bright *not to mention hot* sunny *blistering* day...

WhY diEt....?? its BAD 4 UR BRAIN!!

You see, teenagers specially girls like me..SO wanna get dat perfect 10 figure d@ models actresses etc etc have...but da real question is: are we ready to give up so much (like your brain for example) to look thin? what is more important, how u look physically or how u feel emotionally & spiritually?? Gossshh..i get sooo freakin pissd wen any of mah grl frndz go.."OMG! im sooo FAT!" well, is skinny da new FAT now?

Look, maybe aftr readin this u'll think alot before takin that first step to DIET...

Diet meanz eating HEALTHY food, all in the right proportion, NOT starving urselves!!if u don't get enuf fat in ur body, u get moody, get sick...well, mstly stuff u DON'T wanna go through...i dnno...bt i read some article in da newspaper or something dat, college ppl who were on a diet had lower grades than the ones who weren't on a diet. Ppl who diet tend to be moody & get angry real easily (blame them for starving themselvs!!!) there are more negative moods than positive! bleeerrgh...!!

OK, so u wanna get da perfect J.Lo butt..or u wanna get da cellulite-free bod like Gisele Bundchen...so u STILL wanna throw up ur lunch or dinner...wat if that night ur mom cookd dinnr for u?? u still want to throw up all of da food she cookd by herself just for her family?? Now, THAT's heartless...there are still othr wayz to look good, but not necessarily be skinny..wat i heard is that (in jakarta.. :D) ths year's HOT trend or wutevr is gurlz wit chubby cheex...!! makes u look cute bla bla bla....think its good..cz on "America's Top Model" reality series, there was a PLUS size model..At last, revolutionizing the modelling industry..

to look good is to EXERCISE, WORK OUT ppl!!! get ur butts to pump some muscle!! it works..!! i tried ...n its workin!!! yipeeee....(ok, enuf self credit... muahahahaha....)
Dieting ppl get tensed, suffer from depression, they're always stressd out!!! SOMETIMES it can lead to violent or antisocial behavior in psychiatric and criminal populations and could be relevant to understanding the significant increase in violence-related mortality (i knooo...its extreme, but hey, it can happen) yeah, ppl on da street are skinny, ppl in africa who r starving in africa are waaaay skinny...but if we DO have enuf at home, why don't we just thank the One above & EAT??!!!!?? food into your system>

If you don't want to end up a nasty old grump, then it might pay to regularly sink your teeth into a nice, fat, juicy steak! or a strawberry milkshake....or that mouth watering chocolate chip caramel ice cream....*c'mon...u kno u want it ;D *

AnOtHeR 1 oF wUt i'Ve bEeN LiSteNiN 2....

Unbelievable -Kaci Brown

I Wish you didnt love me/ I wish youd make this easy/ It was love that caught me/ Now it's fear that keeps me with you/ I want to be by your side /So I can close my eyes/ To the growing emptiness inside that kills me When I'm with you You try to break me Try to hate me So you can fall out of love You want to make me believe that I'm crazy That I'm nothing with out you

*It's unbelievable but I believed you Unforgivable but I forgave you Insane what love can do That keeps me coming back to you You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you Now I'm standing on my own Alone I feel you in my shadow My heart feels cold and hollow No matter where I run I see Your eyes always follow me You try to hold me Try to own me Keeping something that's not yours You want to make me Believe that I'm crazy Make me think that you're the cure I

Back to * (Reff)

You're still haunting me In my sleep You're all I see But I can't go back Cause I know it's wrong For us to go on And I'm growing strong To confront my fears

Back to * (Reff)

On3 oF mAh FaVe SoNgZ: Unwritten

-Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned*Staring at the blank page before you, Open up the dirty window, Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not findReaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your innovations

# (Reff) Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that wayStaring at the blank page before you, Open up the dirty window, Let the sun illuminate the words you cannot find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions

# (Reff 2x) Feel the rain on ur skin.......

Well, if 2dayz a horrible day..be positive, 2moro could be waaay bettr..LIVE life to the FULLEST- no regrets, no mistakes just stuff dat make us bettr people & make us more careful in wat we do, to make sure we don't fall into anothr ditch!! ROCK OOOOOON...!!!

iNtRo....*curtainz up*

Well, i jst decided to make mahslf a blog...cuz i go online often & evrythg. It seems like blogs are fast becoming todayz evryday journal.. jst wanna share views or wutevr..or maybe tok abt mah complic8d teenage lyf...wat not...people grow with time & evrythg....for da mean time, ths much isenuf i guessss....HoLLeRrRr.....peace out! mwah!