Wut i DONT...NEVER..LyK: CRAP

OMG....i dnt feel sooo good these days. 2day, Suddenly some other coach told me to swim some more!! i mean lyk, i waz exhaustd!!! But i waz happy cuz @ last, i got SOME kinda exercise...i've been doin' some thinking *sigh* wut i DONT lyk..gossshhh, how i hate people who COPY other ppl... :( don't ppl realize that by copying u are lying to urself....we'r alrdy losing who we truly are on the way. God, i don't undrstand why ppl do stuff to win other pp overl.. All this is giving me a headache...!!!! urrrggghhh....!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not only da ppl who copy others but who do stuff EXACTLY how da other person does it and @ da end of it says it waz them behind da whole mastermind...Holy CRAPPPP...!!!

bLeEeH..

WOW....@ LASSSST..i get to take my dip in da pool aftr not goin 2 da pool 4 almst a week...
4 some reason, wasn't tired..! Obviously i enjoyd da water yet again....*turning red* i just realisd they just cleand it out so it wz sooo clear...
i imagine wut its lyk in a real crystal clear ocean...(without a storm hitting it!!) on a beach... *sigh* Hope my day dreaming comes truuuu....

Hope iN sUmMeR

i'm happyyyy...came back yestrday, evnin to be precise from a hill station which i thought wz really cool!! it wz cold n evrythg....not like da scorching heat in dlhi..!!! uurrrgghhh....
There wer i think, 5 familyz in this trip...sorta Nostalgia thingy cz we went to the same place & hotel after 7 yearz!! We strtd drivin @ around 3pm on friday! then reachd by 1am or so....gossshhh...were we exhaustd..!! i taggd along my frend'z car Dee..it wz Not such a fun ride cz we had to somehow lost our way up in roads that could hold the title of being a rollercoaster..!!!
hehehe...thnkfully the "girls room" was real suh-weet suite! *da grls room consistd of Dee, her yungr sis Dina, Uti & me*. yeeeaaah...early da next morning it raind So heavily..!! it wz soooo pleasanttt...(Gosh i Luv the rain...toldja i luv waterrrr...!! )we went for boating & evrythg...bt then we shiftd hotels the next morning..it wz Ok..da grls still got a big room...hehehehe....bt by then evrybdy knu about the earthquake that hit..........................................
Da next morning we woke up...it raind heavily yet AGAIN..!!! OMG...i went bak 2 sleep evn tho we jst had 2 have an early trip home so we dont get caught in traffic..
On our winding way down the hills...it raind..it RAIND!!! *man, waz i lucky in ths trip!!!* And it waz cmin down lyk...well...it wz hard...evrythg waz beautifully coverd in fog...yuppp....we're talkin cautious drivin here..! Now, all i can say is....bringin back memories don't make the present so bad, in fact we become better from what we were......And memories, we will cherish them 4evaaa....

D3vAsTated

i'm just speechless...just a year and a half after Indonesia's been struck by a tsunami..jst da day before yestrday God testd Indonesia yet again. It was Jogjakarta and areas nearby tourist packed city was rocked by a 6.2 magnitude earthquake in the early hours of morning...
i heard da news in the morning wen i was about to have breakfast..it felt so Surreal cuz i was there about 3months ago, strolling on the streets, shopping..lookin' around after i came out of school...Jogja's near the boarding skool i used to go to..it's a really lively place..da street musicians & evrythg..bt now..evrything is in ruins..........

My relatives live in Magelang and my frendz in Pabelan (near Muntilan) also felt the strong tremors, but thank God they're all OK, Hopefully most of them, gosh i dnno wut to think.. !Houses levelled with the earth, skoolz wit deep & large cracks, da roads can't evn be used..people are terrified of after shocks and resort to the outdoors..without electricity. OMG, all ths happnd...
Well, if our hearts are Indonesian..i'm sure i'll keep sending my prayers & my other fellow Indonesians..

No matter what, At the end of the day, we all sing the same song "Indonesia Raya!!!"

WATER!!!

i Y Water....H2O ...!! imagine a day without it...?? How are we gonna quench our thirst or get clean or cook..or get the car washed?? That's why i take hours in the shower...i looove swimming...i drink tonzzz of water or mixd wit syrup or something..or throw water balloonz!!! *only wen its Holi, a Hindu festival* Well, i'm not a hindu, but wutevr, its an off day from skool & the Only day u can play da whole day with water without anybody naggin' at ya..about how u'll fall sick, how people are gonna get wet bla bla bla...it just happenz jst Once in a year, Nobody will stop u...cz da Whole friggin' city is playin' wit water!! well.....xcept few orthodox people who find it inappropriate to celebrate another religions festival..! OK, i know...but like..ur not celebrating or anything...we're just..havin' fun..it's not like evryday u get an off day & practically ur whole town is smeared in colour & drenchd in water..!!

OOHK, so i Do luv water..but it doesnt' mean i waste it..i jst don't it's lyk...wen a tap is running...ur So wasting somebody's life who totally needz that water...
So, jst be aware cz maybe we don't have enuf left 2moro...
enough said...

On MUZIQUE..

Me?? i LIVE BREATHE EAT SLEEP music...u dance to music not silence, we sing lullabies to babiez, we sing at weddingz etc. etc. u JST can't ignore it...it's EVRYWHER..i DON'T believe people who say "oh! i hate music" yeah RYT! AS IF! that is BULL... that person's life must be in misery... *tsk tsk* SAD but i don't understand why they deny something wich is so... *puzzled* i dunno, doesn't fit logic..

i guess i got a Thing for music since its alrdy flows through family blood AND dance..lol!! Da whole world is made up by music...heck, u can even earn a livin' outta muzic..

i think i'll seriously Die mentally or spiritually!!! i need to dance to lose weight..but i ain't that good ;P but who cares?? Right?? :D Musique is lyk so fr3akin powerfullll man...!! it bringz people togetha...it creates this unexplainable bond you have with other people who u hardly even know! That's wut makes me wonder..which meant, God actually created that too right?? Some Greek Gods used the Harps, Hindu Gods use Sitarz etc etc...
But at the end of the day..Music can do ANYTHING to u...empower you, bring you down, take your anger out, make you sad, make you feel special again...take you back to moments that u cherished: maybe ur firsts..ur first inspration to get a guitar, piano or violin..or any other instrument..ur first date, ur first kiss, the 1st video game you played...aaah *satisfyd* jst loadzzzzz of stuff...

Yuuuh, jst wasted few mins of ur time to read ths well known Fact wich people sometimes tend to forget or even ignore.. :D

THIS...

1st thingz first: i dunno how to thank u guys enuf..
OK, here goes-

i totally simply looooove & care all of mah frendz..ALL, big, small, fat, skinny, fair, dark, tall short etc. etc. etc. U see, i got childhood frendz, skool frendz...hahahaha...even cyber frendz!! (who ultimately end up being real life frendz :D ) Gosh...!! *am blushing* my mom is my Ever Best frend..!! not to mention mah bro..who will get on mah nerves but i will always find it in mah heart to 4give him & stuff next come mah childhood frendz, Dee, Dodz, Dina, Uti also known as DITA, Mitha wherever this girl iz also once me bff, Ganis ngilang kmn Nis??, Mba' Tika..mah reeeeeally good skool frendz Ridhima who wz once mah bff, Boo luv ya grl & Ana, Maniiiii thnx for helpin me out evry time, Sam the patient listener who will tolerate mah crap ;D , Vipin, Ashish & Santy mah Wacky seniorz, the Craziest trio in skool, now skool is such a DRAG without u guyz!! Nelly, Tara Freaky Wacko *u know that right?? * Rajarshi who i met in cyber space..!!! lol!! funny guy!, which then led me to meet his frnd Anshul...hahahahaha....

niway, for the ppl i haven't mentiond, hey man, i'm only human can't remember the kazillion ppl that have come & gone in mah life..!! Well, this is to say Thank You Guyz for bein' there 4 meh.. my life would've been different without knowin' u guyzz...

Guess enuf of me Thnkyuz & bla bla bla....peace out!!

STUCK

hmm....im gettin pretty Bored cz i had 2 miss todayz swimmin class...kinda sad...
Last nyt showerz wz a relief tho..!! thnk GOD! woke up 2 a fressssshhh morning which wz rather pleasant than the usual warm morningzzz...

Kinda Messy...

OMG...!!! my blogskin is soooo messd up...gosh, ths is sooo pissin offf...
niway, i had swimmin class in da evnin 2day..so lyk, it wz gettin kinda dark n stuff..so evn weirder ppl startd to show up @ da pool...eeeewww....u SOOO gotta b careful wen stuff lyk ths happenz, cz ths is wen ppl (specially da 1z wit testosterone) u kno...strt actin weird..!! bleeerrgghh...i had to swim away wen sm weirdo tryd grabbin meee....
it wz pretty good tho, swimmin for an hr & a half... maybe tomorrow mornin wud b bettr..
lookin 4ward to a bright *not to mention hot* sunny *blistering* day...

WhY diEt....?? its BAD 4 UR BRAIN!!

You see, teenagers specially girls like me..SO wanna get dat perfect 10 figure d@ models actresses etc etc have...but da real question is: are we ready to give up so much (like your brain for example) to look thin? what is more important, how u look physically or how u feel emotionally & spiritually?? Gossshh..i get sooo freakin pissd wen any of mah grl frndz go.."OMG! im sooo FAT!" well, is skinny da new FAT now?

Look, maybe aftr readin this u'll think alot before takin that first step to DIET...

Diet meanz eating HEALTHY food, all in the right proportion, NOT starving urselves!!if u don't get enuf fat in ur body, u get moody, get sick...well, mstly stuff u DON'T wanna go through...i dnno...bt i read some article in da newspaper or something dat, college ppl who were on a diet had lower grades than the ones who weren't on a diet. Ppl who diet tend to be moody & get angry real easily (blame them for starving themselvs!!!) there are more negative moods than positive! bleeerrgh...!!

OK, so u wanna get da perfect J.Lo butt..or u wanna get da cellulite-free bod like Gisele Bundchen...so u STILL wanna throw up ur lunch or dinner...wat if that night ur mom cookd dinnr for u?? u still want to throw up all of da food she cookd by herself just for her family?? Now, THAT's heartless...there are still othr wayz to look good, but not necessarily be skinny..wat i heard is that (in jakarta.. :D) ths year's HOT trend or wutevr is gurlz wit chubby cheex...!! makes u look cute bla bla bla....think its good..cz on "America's Top Model" reality series, there was a PLUS size model..At last, revolutionizing the modelling industry..

to look good is to EXERCISE, WORK OUT ppl!!! get ur butts to pump some muscle!! it works..!! i tried ...n its workin!!! yipeeee....(ok, enuf self credit... muahahahaha....)
Dieting ppl get tensed, suffer from depression, they're always stressd out!!! SOMETIMES it can lead to violent or antisocial behavior in psychiatric and criminal populations and could be relevant to understanding the significant increase in violence-related mortality (i knooo...its extreme, but hey, it can happen) yeah, ppl on da street are skinny, ppl in africa who r starving in africa are waaaay skinny...but if we DO have enuf at home, why don't we just thank the One above & EAT??!!!!?? food into your system>

If you don't want to end up a nasty old grump, then it might pay to regularly sink your teeth into a nice, fat, juicy steak! or a strawberry milkshake....or that mouth watering chocolate chip caramel ice cream....*c'mon...u kno u want it ;D *

AnOtHeR 1 oF wUt i'Ve bEeN LiSteNiN 2....

Unbelievable -Kaci Brown

I Wish you didnt love me/ I wish youd make this easy/ It was love that caught me/ Now it's fear that keeps me with you/ I want to be by your side /So I can close my eyes/ To the growing emptiness inside that kills me When I'm with you You try to break me Try to hate me So you can fall out of love You want to make me believe that I'm crazy That I'm nothing with out you

*It's unbelievable but I believed you Unforgivable but I forgave you Insane what love can do That keeps me coming back to you You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you Now I'm standing on my own Alone I feel you in my shadow My heart feels cold and hollow No matter where I run I see Your eyes always follow me You try to hold me Try to own me Keeping something that's not yours You want to make me Believe that I'm crazy Make me think that you're the cure I

Back to * (Reff)

You're still haunting me In my sleep You're all I see But I can't go back Cause I know it's wrong For us to go on And I'm growing strong To confront my fears

Back to * (Reff)

On3 oF mAh FaVe SoNgZ: Unwritten

-Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned*Staring at the blank page before you, Open up the dirty window, Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not findReaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your innovations

# (Reff) Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that wayStaring at the blank page before you, Open up the dirty window, Let the sun illuminate the words you cannot find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions

# (Reff 2x) Feel the rain on ur skin.......

Well, if 2dayz a horrible day..be positive, 2moro could be waaay bettr..LIVE life to the FULLEST- no regrets, no mistakes just stuff dat make us bettr people & make us more careful in wat we do, to make sure we don't fall into anothr ditch!! ROCK OOOOOON...!!!

iNtRo....*curtainz up*

Well, i jst decided to make mahslf a blog...cuz i go online often & evrythg. It seems like blogs are fast becoming todayz evryday journal.. jst wanna share views or wutevr..or maybe tok abt mah complic8d teenage lyf...wat not...people grow with time & evrythg....for da mean time, ths much isenuf i guessss....HoLLeRrRr.....peace out! mwah!